The word “repentance” is daunting.
This probably has something to do with the not-too-uncommon depiction of a lofty God furrowing his brows down on a Sodom-esque community, commanding “Repent, sinners!” in a booming tone.
The broader Christian tradition has also had its own unfortunate history of preachers and people shouting from pulpits or street corners: “Repent, for thou art lowly!”
This constant reminder of our sinfulness can do only harm. And, as I have learned from my own past feelings of self-loathing because I believed sermons that told me God does not accept me, I am not sure if dwelling in disgust for ourselves is holy at all. Not one bit.
Though, this is not to say that repentance is unimportant. After all, the theme of repentance occurs numerous times in Scripture. Even Christ reminded a crowd that “Unless you repent, you will all perish” in Luke 13:5.
Again, this is scary.
But, real repentance is not a threat. It is an invitation to allow more of God’s goodness into ourselves by giving up the fight to hide our sinfulness. Repentance allows God to dig through our bulky, embarrassing baggage that we’ve been hiding or avoiding. This is a step towards more growth, so that we may thrive. And, this is far from a command to cower before an angry throne.
After all, we all know that we are sinners already. But it is when we are ready to admit this and move on, through repentance, that we grow and bear the fruit. And this kind of repentance is not scary. It is lovely.
Then he told this parable: ‘A man had a fig tree planted in his vineyard; and he came looking for fruit on it and found none. So he said to the gardener, “See here! For three years I have come looking for fruit on this fig tree, and still I find none. Cut it down! Why should it be wasting the soil?” He replied, “Sir, let it alone for one more year, until I dig round it and put manure on it. If it bears fruit next year, well and good; but if not, you can cut it down.” ’
This is the most positive perspective on repentance I have ever seen! how appropriate for this season.
Thank you for your thought provoking words- the stark contrast between humility and need versus self-depreciation, and how repentance isn’t frightening, but freeing.
Repentance that is lovely – such a good reminder that God is able to love and care for me better than I am able to love and care for myself. May I be willing to turn Godward for nurture.
Your thoughtful and comforting words were an inspiration to me for such a time as this…. Thank You…and Blessings..
Wonderful reflections Liz.
Thanks for the Invitation “to allow more of God’s goodness into ourselves”. Wilma
Lovely!
A excellent offering, Liz. Enjoyed all the way out to an island in Puget Sound (or, if you prefer,
the Salish Sea.