When you were a child, what did you want to be when you grew
up?
An elementary school teacher
Why or how did you choose your field?
By the end of my sophomore year at Goshen, I had explored
and rejected music and German majors, and was pretty much at sea about what I
might major in. A close friend (also a
GC student, who happened to be a social work major) suggested that I might like
social work. I initially rejected that
notion, based on my own false assumptions about the profession. Lucky for me, my friend corrected my
“information.”
With the seed of social work planted, I took a year off from
college to do a Voluntary Service term, and asked that my assignment give me an
opportunity to explore both education and social work. I spent mornings in the classroom of a
children’s shelter, and afternoons staffing a church’s emergency assistance
program, which consisted of me, a phone, a monthly budget of $200, some donated
clothes hanging on racks, and some food purchased from the local food
bank.
As you can perhaps imagine, children who are living in a
shelter are not prime candidates for formal education, and much of my efforts
there consisted of keeping order in the room; I determined that if education
was all about discipline, it was not the field for me. My afternoons, however, gave me opportunities
to engage with a whole host of people who were unlike any people I had ever met
before. They were all struggling with
poverty, and while the meager resources of my program only facilitated the
alleviation of a small portion of their crises, I thoroughly enjoyed meeting
them, and learning a bit more about their life experiences. My “aha!” moment was, “If social work is a
profession that’s going to give me opportunities, skills, and knowledge to
engage with, and help people who are different from me, then that’s what I want
to do!”
What’s exciting about your job or this field?
My initial excitement described above, still holds true for me
today. I continue to be fascinated by
people, whether as individuals, families, groups, or communities, and am
perpetually curious about why we do the things we do. Within the profession of social work, this
fascination and curiosity are blended with a commitment to social justice that
provides what for me is a very meaningful blend of personal and professional
values.
What has been a struggle in your career journey?
In a profession that is dedicated to helping people,
learning to recognize where my responsibility as the professional
helper/teacher ends, and the other person’s responsibility begins is
essential. Where this boundary is,
depends on so many variables, and thus it is an on-going challenge. Another challenge for me is tolerating
ambiguity. “Not knowing” isn’t the most
comfortable state for me to operate within, but sometimes it’s the only one
available.
What great advice have you been given?
“You need to go to grad school.”
What are you really proud of? (in a Mennonite, humble sort of
way, of course)
Earning my doctoral degree in four years (I did already have
my MSW); during those same four years, I gave birth to our son, and was his
primary caregiver. This was only
achievable with the unflagging support of my spouse.
What would you do differently?
Nothing.
What advice would you give to a young person just starting
out?
Very few decisions that you must make at any point in time
have “forever” implications. My hope is
that this helps alleviate an all-too-common fear of making the “wrong” decision
about one’s major, taking a year off, when/where to go on SST, questions about
grad school, and so forth. The principle
of equi-finality reminds us that many paths can lead to the same outcome, while
the principle of multi-finality reminds us that the same path can lead to many different
outcomes.